Good morning to everyone!!!!! I'm getting ready to go out of town for business and had to post. A few thoughts--
Peach--how are things?? Sounds like you are hanging tough.<p>Orchid--sorry to hear about your day yesterday. You've got more patients than I do. I truly hope something wonderful happens to your M before the weekend.<p>I'll be brief. I spoke with W yesterday and ended up bringing her by 2 dozen Krisp Kremes (I'm a drug rep, we bring lots of donuts to our docs!) to her office. We chatted, told her to call me later. We talked a couple more times that day and I asked her to call me later in the evening.<p>No call. Got frustrated, felt betrayed, emotional and the fact that I'm coming down with a wicked cold AND did something wrong to a tendon in my leg while working out, made it not a good night. SO,<p>I decided to go by. I did make calls to cell phone with no answer. Got there and male friend (nothing there, sheesh, I would hope not if you guys saw him!!) and W were hanging out talking. I play softball with him, and he also works with her.<p>Asked her for ten minutes downstairs. We talked and I told her of my feelings and then she said that she had quite an emotional day as well. Apparently she came to MB site and spent an hour going through posts. She said that her eyes were open.<p>I continued to plan A and not to LB but was compelled to make a request. She has been very persistent the last week saying the "it's over" thing. The main contact is cell phone so I asked her if she would be willing to change number, give it to me and not give it to OM when he tries to call her at work. She agreed. <p>She said that she still has hope for us and wants to use time apart to come around slowly. My interpretation is coming out of fog, which is a good thing. We shared a quick kiss and I left.<p>Maybe it doesn't sound like much, but I still have the utmost confidence we will overcome this mess. It's still going to take a lot for me to trust those words, but I've learned my lesson of not paying attention to the signs. That won't happen again.<p>Well, I must get rolling, the weather is lousy and I'm sick, yuck. I'll check the group on, *gasp*, dial-up connection in hotel.<p>God bless,<p>Guido
