Some days....<P>I just really need to vent right now. Most of the time I can deal with the situation as is, and I just acept things the way that they are. <P>Right now is not one of those times!<P>Been just having a REALLY crappy day. Silly me I made the mistake of going and looking through my old company's web site (stupid). <BR>Saw how much they have been expanding, seen how many more chances for advancement have opened up. And here I sit Bored out of my mind, doing a job that is causing my brain to atrophy! Noway in he** is there a chance to advancement (low man on totem now). <P>I just get so F****** angry sometimes, I worked my a** off to get where I was. Now it's Sh**. Could'nt go back even if I wanted to.<P>I know it's pointless to b**** about things that cannot change, but d***** I'm angry. For the first time in my life I really doubt if any of the things that I had planed will ever happen. <P>Sorry just down today, needed to get things off my chest<P>K, I'm better now <BR>Jason<p>[This message has been edited by unseen2 (edited January 04, 2000).]

Jason,<P>The really neat thing is having this place to come and unload all that garbage to. Don't you feel better??????<P>Go ahead and vent some more. You build up a ton of frustration and it has got to bubble up and come out sometime and somewhere. This is a really "safe" place...so have at it!<P>Roll Me Away<P>------------------<BR>"Life is made up, not of great sacrifices or duties, but of little things in which smiles and kindnesses and small obligations, given habitually, are what win and preserve the heart and secure comfort."<P>Sir Humphry Davy<BR>

unseen2,<P>I hear you...<P>I too, through a downsizing, may have to go through your loss of salary too!<P>I'm not looking forward to it!<P>Vent all you can!<P>There will be the ups and downs...<BR>I expect them too!<P>I'm praying for you... <P>Jim

Well, Jason...I really do feel for you but as I was saying before, this is a time when your faith really gets tested. The Enemy is always looking for weak spots in us so that he can use them against us. But you must believe that "joy comes in the morning," meaning although things may not seem so good now, God knows of the sacrifice you have made for the sake of your marriage, a BIG sacrifice, and He will not let that go unnoticed. I am sure next time this year, instead of venting, you will be rejoicing.<BR>I really do feel your pain.

Jason,<P>Let it all hang out man...<P>Is there any left...<P>You sure...<P>Good...<P>Now doean't that feel better...<P>Cuss some more if you have to...<P>Now go get youself a shirley temple and drown your sorrows...lol<P><BR>Bill<P>------------------<BR>BB<BR>

Bill,<P>Don't make me start laughing on this vent thread!!!!<P>Desiree<P>------------------<BR>"Life is made up, not of great sacrifices or duties, but of little things in which smiles and kindnesses and small obligations, given habitually, are what win and preserve the heart and secure comfort."<P>Sir Humphry Davy<BR>

Thanks everyone, feel a little better now<P>Jason