I'm thinking of writing a post or group of posts called "The continueing search for ??????? by AGoodManInTexas". Were the ?????'s are a different topic or thing I am or have been working on in myself.. The topic would start out something like this: <P>"The continueing search for Hope by AGoodManInTexas" or "The continueing search for Stregnth by AGoodManInTexas" or "The continueing search for harmany by AGoodManInTexas"<P>What do you think? I have a feeling it could get rather open on my part. I don't know. I feel the need for something that I can't put my mind around right now. Something is missing, and I don't know what it is? <P>Holy Moly, I just teared up. Its not a sad or happy tear. Its kind of a recognition that something important and personal to me is missing and I can't find it were I last left it... What the heck is this feeling I'm having? I don't hurt a bit. <P>Topics would NOT be posted everyday maybe once a week or two. <P>Anyway what do you think?<P>Tex.

Sure, why not? That's why we're all here. I'm sure there are lots of us our here in MB land who'll be happy to jump in.<P>Snow

I say go for it. Sounds interesting to me and I would participate!<P>Missing something?? Yep me too!!<P>

I say good idea. Many people here can relate to the idea that they "can't quite put a finger on something" that they are missing. I think it would open good discussion.<BR>

Tex, <P>Do you remember a while ago when I asked you what you have to offer--what makes you uniquely you? You gave us a great answer and all, but what I was trying to get at was these kinds of questions.<P>It's hard to be that open and risky in front of other people, but you know what's funny? I've found that when I am that open, quite often there are other folks almost right where I am on their life journey too, and it is quite a thing when you can share yourself and have another person say, "Wow! I know just what you mean" or "I feel that way too" or "I was wondering the same thing". <P>I can not WAIT for your continuing search topics--but I do have one request. I would like to hear YOUR thoughts and struggles and ideas and stuff, not necessary the notches in your lipstick case. Oops you don't wear lipstick, I do! But you know what I mean. I'm sure part of your search is the search for sexuality by AgoodmaninTexas, but that can get a little sticky. OMG (pop) just pulled my foot outta my mouth on that one (blushing a little). <P>Gee, I give up--you know what I mean. <P><BR>CJ<P>------------------<BR>Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

You hit the nail on the head CJ. The first part of your post is exactly what I was thinking. I think its important to me. Maybe its just a confidence thing. <P>The second part never really entered my mind as I feel its unimportant at the moment. <P>Thanks.<P>Tex