Am I out of my mind to think God wants me to have a romantic(not sexual) relationship with my exhusband who is unsaved?? He is still talking to his girlfriend(who lives in another country)and has gotten involved in Taoism(an Eastern religion,God is in everything,Jesus was just a highly evolved human,etc). I always felt God promised to restore my marriage from the beginning and I have not dated since our divorce.We've been divorced for about 4 years. Now I feel God is telling me to humble myself and not be afraid to attempt reconciliation!! He just returned from out of the country and is staying with us(we have 3 boys 4,8,9)and is a TREMENDOUS help with everything!(a much needed break for me!!)I cannot bring myself to have a romantic relationship with him--but I really feel the Lord is telling me to trust Him!!! Am I off base?? I have just been barraged with messages and passages on pride, fear and trust!! My ex does want a relationship with me but on his terms again and I continue to say no. I feel so guilty cuz I feel I'm being disobedient to the Lord. People around me(mostly unsaved) say God is probably making me NOT want a relationship with him and that's why I can't. I'm so confused!!!!! Any insight???

First of all why is he staying with you? Does he have family elsewher to stay with while he's visiting your kids.<P>I think you are experiencing lonliness and need a man in your life. And because he is there in your face you are probably attracted. <P>You have to remember that you guys are divorced,he has a girlfriend, and he wants you on his terms? What does that mean? That he'll have as many women he wants and when he wants a home cooked meal he'll go over to your house for a booty call?<P>If you respect yourself you'll ask him to leave immediately. The guy sounds like a jerk and you need to go out and find a man that can give you and your kids the life you deserve.<P>Good Luck.<P>Q<P>------------------<BR>