child support enforcement court next month. X still owes court order school & medical $1300.00. guess the new BMW sports car came first for OW before his son bills. X said he would ask judge to make me give him $14,000. we divided our money in 2002, son college money judge said X couldnt have. told him this was childsupport enforcement court not D court.
X sent son money order for Xmas along with a card wanting to spend time with him. son rely was "I would rather be in hell than spend time with him." son was so upset he looked like he was going to cry. son is under a Dr care, I cannot talk about X to son, it upsets him too much. long story but son has never forgiven his dad for what he promised him or try to do to me during D. We both went through hell because of X, not knowing which woman he wanted.
child abuse in AL called to ask questions about X beating his stepson & leaving belt marks. wanted to know what kind of father he was to our child. IT brought back bad memories. why did I ever think this man was a good dad, what was I thinking?
use to think our marriage was good & had wonderful H, but after time away from X, I now know it wasnt good, X was a very selfish person & controlling who only care about himself. feel sorry for OW, she is now living my old life, she is a fool if she thinks X wont cheat on her. X beat her 3 sons & she did nothing to stop him. her only concern was X would lose his parole officer job.
My co-workers ask my age & thought I was younger. they ask what I was using, told them I no longer have the stress for wondering who my husband was sleeping with. I can now laught about it.
It takes time to heal, I know it wasnt me the reason our M didnt work. After talking to some old navy buddies of X, OW wasnt his first affair. X still blame me for our D, the fog is still there yrs later. his M to OW is taking its toll on him, child abuse, non support on his child. friends tell me that X looks more like OW father than her H. the sports car wont make him look any younger, it only makes him look like a old fool.
dont hate X, feel sorry for him. he lost his only son, who wants to change his last name in a few yrs. X cant understand why son wont accept OW, maybe its because he told son all about the affair with her. now that X & OW are M, they are still hiding that from son.
my son is doing better in school, talking again about college, making good grades. love my job & co-workers. our home is filled with love & peace. no stress unless I let X get to me. X says I poison son, no his lies & affairs did that and the way he treated him.
its time X got over his hate & anger & let go. he cannot control this family anymore, X has a new life & its falling apart. X needs to get help with his problems, friends covering up for his abuse isnt helping. oneday he will hurt OW children, his temper is bad & he doesnt think before he hits.

I love my family & glad to be to home in Jax Fl. there is no place like a loving home with family that love you. Oneday X will know that money & false friends dont compare to having a homelife filled with a wife & children that love & care about you.



m-almost 18yrs
me-soon be 51 in Jan & proud of it, X-44
sons-31yrs. & 15yrs
granddaughters-11yrs & 2yrs
d-5-02
X & OW Marriage- dont care, its their problem.