I am a new member. My Husband has been unfaithful for a little over two years! I am a firm believer in God and try to pray daily and meditate on his word. Two years ago I caught my husband with the OW, so he is aware that I know!
I was aware that this was an attack from the enemy to destroy my family. I have tried over the years to give him unconditional LOVE despite of his continous actions. I have tried to focus on GOD and my children but sometimes it hurts to much and I lose it and become very angry and I start snooping around and find things that hurt me even more. I need to be able to have selfcontrol over my emotions and my behaviour if my husband will be won will a word! The only way I believe my husband will see the love of CHRIST is, CHRIST working in me and threw me. In the past I have told my husband to please leave our home, since he desired to be with the OW, However he refused to leave, I do not believe in divorce or a legal seperation. I felt that some distance between us might have helped me, because that way I would see what a monster he has become. I feel confused at times because he tells me He loves me, that he is going through a rough time, yet he will never atdmit he is still with the other women. He just ask me to please pray for him and that he needs me and that I need to be strong for us. I cannot turn my back on him we have been together for 13 years, married 8 yrs,but sometimes I feel like I cannot do one more day, because he sleeps outside of the house for about 4 days, and come home very late that the kids and I rarely spend any time with he! Is any one going through the same situation? Please let me know?
