Hey everyone...
I have to let you know our Vegas trip was spectactular!!!!!!! We had the "rat pack " at our new years party...along w/marilyn monroe "guy!"!!!

And OB1...we saw Paris too!!! {hotel}~sigh~

All in all...H asked at midnight if "it" was over.
Said "no way".... It'll take 3 more years ..heh...heh... and a move!!!

Home IS for sale...we'll see....

Romantic? Yes... Ruined? YES...by ow/oc....

2 years...H doesn't think it........but it is ruined........

I came back to edit this post and explain that New Years is a trigger for me. We spent one New Years w/ow and her H. At midnight everyone was kissing for the new year and H leaned in front of me and kissed ow on the mouth, a little peck, but I remember feeling strange about it. It was about eight months later ow was pregnant.... When ow's H tried to kiss my mouth, I offered my cheek...I remember thinking why did my H kiss her mouth?

My point? When will that thought leave me alone? Will I obsess every new years eve?

Saw young couples and wondered????? So innocent....like I was......

Oh Lord 29 years have passed in a blink....How I wish they were truly all our 29 years....

Hey...the twins would be hired in Vegas on a whim!!!!!! But how would I be???

Maybe as happy as CD....~sigh~

love
Debi

<small>[ January 05, 2003, 07:17 AM: Message edited by: gemini1 ]</small>

(((((hugs)))))) Gem.

Love ya,

Twiisty

Debi,
(((((((((HUGS))))))))))

Well, I understand that new year eve's is a trigger because it is a trigger for me too. When I was on the airplane aheaded back home on new year eve, my H was out with OW. I did not get in until 4 a.m. on January 1, where he met us at the airport after being out with OW. Although, nothing happened then that is when OW started to flirt with my H and the next time they met they had sex.

Dawn

gem,,, sounds like your trip was a mixture of emotions. but hey VEGAS. what a town. not knowing the personality of the twins but knowing the town they would do quite well tere. as far as you are concerned they would do well enough to carry you along with them in that amazing city. hope your trip was enjoyable for the most part.

Twiisty a big thankyou for the hug! Hope your H is better now....

Dawn how awful! You do understand those things called triggers.....hate 'em! Just wish I could find a way to make them leave.

pops, it was a beautiful city and we had a wonderful time....really we did. It was MY inner thoughts that ruined things for a while. Although H did ask if we can please just move on after our New Year kiss, I really did tell him we'll move on when I'm ready and my mind no longer controls events in my life. I left it at that.

As far as the "twins" go pops...uh...well... they are what us oldies call my upper chest since I had implants about two years ago...you know, the "twins". Thanks for my smile for the day. BTW they have a fabulous personality! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" />

love
Debi

gem,,,,, i know exactly who you were talking about when you refered to the twins. that's why i said they would be able to earn a very comfortable living there.

i was there in september for a conference and didn't sleep for the entire 4 days i was there. it was great.

pops, I don't know how you did that. I'm just now adjusting to east coast time. I slept at least 6 hours a night, and was still tired when we got home.
As far as the twins..... <img border="0" title="" alt="[Embarrassed]" src="images/icons/blush.gif" /> I didn't know you knew.
Debi

Gem,

You are quite welcome for the hug. Mr. "T" is doing better, although we got some new problems we have to deal with financially. (suxs big time...but nothing we can do about it).

I know about triggers myself...Mardi Gras is coming up and already the King cakes are out and the city is putting up the scaffolding...need I say more? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" />

Ah well, "This too shall pass"......

Hugs again,

Twiisty

gem,,,, without sounding sexist here i think that women in general need more sleep then men. you know that beauty rest deal. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

as for the twins. i remember you bringing them up awhile back <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" /> saying how pleased both you and your h were with them. in fact fh is thinking of something along those lines. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" /> she is a taste hesitant <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" /> as she has herd so many negatives.

off to work, pops