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As if preparing for H to leave this week isn't enough, last night I found a lump in my armpit. Since I have a history of breast ca, I had a panic attack, cried all AM, thought about dieing and how that would make OW so happy, and proabably my H too. When I called the nurse and she asked me if I had any family I cried all the harder and said no, I am all alone. Even though H was asleep in the other bedroom.<P>They think it is probably an ingrown hair, so I would appricaite any prayers for that. I don't think I could handle breast ca right now. I made my H hug me, but it was a one arm, how can I get this over with type thing. Then he said, well lets wait and see what they say. I know, a reasonable answer, but I just wanted a little holding and comfort. I feel so scared and alone.<BR>Lora
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((((((((((Lora))))))))))<BR>((((((((((Lora))))))))))<P>I will pray for you...<P>You are going to be ok.....<P>Meg
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If it is any comfort, I used to be a Pathology secretary - where those type of things are diagnosed - and the majority of the time they are something other than cancer. Also, breast cancers can generally be detected if they are caught early. Emotions really play on us, though, I know. Prayers to you.
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Emotional pain does play a part in our physical normalcy. What i mean is i have had period for three weeks, just emotion. Dday was 5wks ago. I am really sick of this emotion.<P>When do we get to go home from OZ? Aunti Em, I'm here...in this nightmare. This couldn't be my life. 6 wks ago...<P>I prayfor you anyway, Sorry...I am crying again.........
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<small>[ February 08, 2005, 08:40 PM: Message edited by: hanora ]</small>
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Lora,<BR>Did you make an appointment to be seen?<BR>Thinking of you,Love and prayers,bethn
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My prayers are with you...<P>Catnip =^^=
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Hey everyone, thanks for the prayers and support. I have settled down a little today and don't feel like I am going to die. I will wait and see what happens, but once you have had cnacer, its hard to trust your body not to betray you. <P>I will scedual a mammogram appointment tomorrow. <BR>Lora<BR>
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Lora,<BR>Stress does terrible things to our bodies. I've had more peculiar bleeding--including nosebleeds, mouth sores--& joint inflammation (I have rheumatoid arthritis which had been in remission), vomiting, hypertension during this time than I would think possible. I was going to the Dr at least every 3-6 months for something.<P>Do see the doctor & do regular exercise & proper nutrition. It does help your body deal with the crisis chemicals your brain is sending it.<P>I'll be praying for you.<P>------------------<BR>Lor<BR>"A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger."<BR>(Proverbs 15:1).
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You will be in my thoughts and prayers.<P>Jill
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