My recovery is going very well and my husband and family are doing very good. We are running into some huge financial troubles and I just need prayers for strength. In addition to that my 8 year old son is having a rough time dealing with his AD/HD and we are struggling to take care of him. Not only that I found out last night he needs a tooth pulled as well as another growth surgury in his groin area this summer.<P>Overwhelmed is an understatement right now. I am so afraid of getting depressed again that I am panicing.<P>This is both a good and bad time for my family. Of course everything will work out but that does not help me at this moment.<P>I am bi-polar/manic and an alcoholic in recovery( all hereditary). My affair was an extension of both. I also suffer from huge life-long guilt and needed my husband to punish me during our marriage. He never did. He was always good to me and I couldn't accept dring our marriage and shut him out. I am finally begining to accept him and his love. ( which of course is making my guilt huge)<P>I am scared and I know by reading all your posts that you are a very caring group of people.<P>

You have had a lot on your plate, but you seem to have it together. I will pray for your family and especially your child. I'm happy you are moving forward and have grasped the issues that brought you down. Hang in there!!! He never gives us more than we can handle.

Wow, you do have a lot going on right now. Just take one day at a time, one thing at a time. Relax, enjoy your family. Don't worry about what tomorrow will bring, because God will provide. My prayers are with you and your family.