I just went back and re-read this thread. It helps me to organize my feelings and realize that they are normal.(Thanks SO MUCH to Orchid for showing me this when I first started posting!! [Linked Image from marriagebuilders.com] )<P>I thought it would help any of the new folks joining us and feeling the whole range of emotions. (and some old folks too [Linked Image from marriagebuilders.com] ) Stages of grieving.<BR> <A HREF="http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/Forum34/HTML/002494.html" TARGET=_blank>http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/Forum34/HTML/002494.html</A>