I had this very odd dream last night and man am i mad at myself for dreaming this even though i have no control over it.<P>brief rundown. H had an EA almost a year ago He dropped OW like a hot potato and weekly she emails him or calls his cell to resume contact. This has greatly annoyed my H who in fact wants nothing to do with her since hes coming out of the fog. OK now to my dream<P>i dreamed i was dying. (Nice start huh?)im not sure of what but iwas weak and thin and pale and in the hospital<BR>anyhow i asked H to get the OW for me that i wanted to talk to her. (keep in mind this would never happen in reality)<BR>Ow shows up i tell her to come sit by me that i wanted to talk to her. <BR>so she pulls up a chair and looks at me like in already dead. you know kinda like the deer caught in the headlights look?... anyhow i told that i didnt have long left to live and i wanted her to treat my kids like her own since i knew that her and H were going to be together after i pass. i alos told her that i understood why she wanted my H so bad (eventhough i dont) anyhow she said she would after i got her promise i just died.<P> then i woke up<P><BR>in Real life i would NEVER ask the OW o take care of my children shes a mental case with alot of problems and frankly id rather not have my kids subjected to that<BR>also note that H said to me not that long ago that even if we did split up now he wouldnt go with her cause he thinks shes deranged.<P>any dream interpreters out there????<BR>

just bumping myself <BR>HINT HINT

Oh, you gotta go post this on recovery and ask Leilana for her take on this one..... I had I posted back in March.<P>L.