Hi all ive had a good week since i last posted my letter from the heart.
Havent contacted H by text or anything for about 3 weeks now but he has been here a few times, just chatted about work etc.
Anyway those of you who read my letter will know i am ready to move on, got to the stage where i felt i had given more than enough and had done all i could.
Just felt H had chosen his path but did not have the B**** to tell me.
Anyway decided to text him today and tell him he really needs to close the door on this relationship.
I needed him to set me free to move on he just ignored it so i sent one saying i deserved honesty and a new start and if he didint want M then he should tell me
He then sent one saying sometimes he thinks he does want to come home untill i give him S*** like today.
so then i said i dont mean to give you s*** just trying to sort my life and future out i need to be loved and wanted and i miss you.
He then said i miss you to, sometimes for good reasons sometimes for bad.
Thats the most he has said in months, maybe just maybe there is still a glimmer of hope.
Im going to carry on as i have been the last few weeks (not counting todays slipup!!!)
I wont text or ring, no telling him i love him and just be polite when he calls in, but get on with my life.
I had been doing great untill today, dont know why i had a bad day.
Liz

Hi Liz, I hear some glimmer of positive just simply from the fact that he is sharing SOMETHING with you rather than NOTHING. Baby steps...remember they are just as important to acknowledge (secretly and only by you) BUT also just as important to ignore. Something you're doing is working. Perhaps it's the semblance of you moving on with your life that is scaring him. My advice would be to continue to "move on". It's working if you still want it to...<p>Hugs to you

Hi Terri thanx for your reply, im not building any hopes from H text its been to long with nothing from him, so im just taking it as how he felt yesterday but maybe not today.
In a way i wish i had not texted him and stuck to how i have been, but it was nice to actually think maybe he does miss me just a little.
Today im back to normal (Whatever that is [img]images/icons/confused.gif" border="0[/img] )
I must admit i have been feeling pretty good these last few weeks, like a weight has gone from my shoulders.
Dont know how i suddenly realised i felt ok it just happened.
hope you get where i am soon.
Take care.
Liz