questions cross-posted here:<p>some history cross-posts HERE<p>Guess i'm just a little insecure about moving on. I told her I would fight for my marriage until all ends were dead. Feels weird to just let go and put the ball in her court. If she goes through w/ this full steam, I'm gonna feel sooo betrayed if this really happens! But I guess I'll be a better man for it, just wounds to heal. Ahhh, damn frustrating.<p>Jon<p>[ March 18, 2002: Message edited by: JON ]<p>[ March 18, 2002: Message edited by: JON ]</p>