thanks all, I can't believe how easy it is to set my mind off. I mean, we were watching Laura Croft, Tomb Raider for pete's sake. Whoda thunk.
And then,usually when my mind pops these thoughts into it, my hands start shaking, and my W ask's, whats wrong, why are you shaking? And I think planA planA, I mean, like duh!!
As for the songs,NCwalker, you are so right, the W is into country, me, not so much, and a couple songs that play alot right after dday were Gretchen wilson??? singing at the grand ole opry about what she thinks about so she doesn't cheat and then the other was about a guy looking in his rearview mirror at his WW saying the other guy can have her. (wish I new the titles). anyway, just tired of the thoughts, wish I knew how to override them or replace them.
On the good side, W and I are getting along pretty good, She opened up to me about some details of her evening, <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" /> last weekend. so some progress. But more importantly, I know she wants to be married to me, and I believe in her own way is working on her side of the M. She is reading alot of Christian based self help books, God allows u turns, and 1 the MC gave her to read. plus she is almost done with HNHN <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> So alot of positive stuff. just want to get rid or at least slow down the triggers.
thanks again.
